If..

Fights are really heart-breakers.
Making everything leaden.
Heart, soul, mind, days, thoughts and almost everything that one does.
If only after each fight,
I could keep calm and say nice things.
If only after each fight,
I could wake up forgetting what had happened,
If only after each fight,
I could only remember how much i have loved and treasured the relationship.
If only after each fight,
I could only think of the beautiful moments we had went through.
If only after each fight,
I could erase the grudges, anger and the bad thoughts.
If only I am able to do all of these.
I could always preserve the relationship that I love so much.
I miss being the old us.
I miss you.