i don't know what to do!

hye peepss.. ;)

long time x see.. haha..

very so not busy this few days..

had x classes for the past 2 days including today!

amazing right?? haha..

to day is my last day at terengganu.. hee.. going back for a 9 days vacation.. deepavali baa.. heee..

i should be in an excited mood. but.. im x excited!

i don't know what to do!!

i haven't started packing..

hurrmmm.. something wrong somewhere... right??  :'(

i can't figure it out worr..

so now you would understand why i put those clause as the tittle..
 right? hee.

i don't know what to do! :3

 hurmmm.. how also i have to start doing something 

if i x want myself being lefted by my bus to pasir gudang..

hence..

adios people! gtg ady.. gonna see yar again very soon!

tc... happy hols! n for those who are celebrating the festival of lights,HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

safe journey everyone.. come back in a piece! LOL..

07/10/2011

yesterday was friday..
it was my dear friend's birthday.. so long x see her.. >.<
niway.. Happy birthday LYN.. <3 GBU..
n it was holiday for me.. heee..
so.. i woke up late..  =.=
did some spring cleaning.. laundry..
had a long shower.. n also a long walk to fill my stomach..
gt sweaty,. watch a comedy+horror movie.. den another sad movie..
bath again.. den pray.. watch movie again..

what im trying to tell here is that..
yesterday.
was a day that i didn't really like.. why??
cause...
felt FREAKING BORED!..
wish i was home.. would have had someone to talk with or spend time with..
x like now.. ALL ALONE.. like home alone.. but this is ROOM ALONE..
duhh.. at least that guy had some fun there.. not like me..

besides..
i felt little..
erm..
maybe little too frustrated with someone..
x know la why he did that..
i thought he said he can chat as usual once he's on break.. but he didn't reply my message..
hurrmmm..
x pe laaa..
bukannyer kisah pown kalau u x reply saya.. Ye larr tu.. tengah sakit hati niee
isshhh.. x suka la kalau diperlakukan sebegini!
eeee....
as though im the one who is going after him or etc..
hellooo.. i have other besties too k,.
i x know la if u have any valid reason o wt..
but..
im pissed off..
ish.. behaving like childish la plak..
but what to do..
I AM LIKE THAT..!

THIS IS WHY I X WANT TO GROW UP!!
I WANT MY BESTFRIENDS TO BE AT MY SIDE WHENEVER I WANT O SEE THEM!!
x like now..
wana see also can't..
n for some.. wanna reply aso cannot..
huh.. whatever laa..

oh yea..
i just discovered something..
im managing to control my emotions nowadays.. haha.. from making others my victim for sure..

and i gotta learn to let go a bit at times..
he always wont bother me when im with my bestie or when i talk about them..
so i should do the same..
right??
give him some space for his own self too.. can't hold him to me all the time..
 but its so hard though!! being too possessive now i think...


the conclusion is yesterday sucked.. it was horrendous!!!
(for me)
so those who read this.. no hard feelings k,,..
just showering my emotion.. or perhaps.. temper..