Why oh Why?

Hurrmm..
Why is making up after an argument or fight is so hard??
duhh..
cracking my head how to make it normal again..
ishh..  can't forget what happened, but don't want to be like this also..
hmm.. so egoist la..
but to fake my emotions, I don't want to be a liar.
Egoist is better than liar, or liar better than egoist?

gotta decide soon..
don't want the decision to spoil the treasure, the moments..
don't want to be alone any longer..