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08/05/2011

erm...

wt is love supposed to be.. isn't it something not just based on love, but a mixture of responsibility, friendship and understanding?? so that people would not just take the relationship for granted.. hurmm... i wonder why d early of a relationship is always sweet, full of laughter and happiness.. but when its old a little.. everything starts.. from a small misunderstandings to bigger one.. is it the mistake of both of them in the relation.. or something else.. well.. in my case.. im d one who is causing so much of trouble and pain.. thinking about something that never exists.. creating my own opinions, ideas n etc which actually is nothing.. this in d end.. x only cause both of us to be sad n upset.. but.. it makes us like x strong.. hmm.. im really taking this relation and him for granted.. guys.. dey are not complete without lil lies, lot of childlikeness,.. so its a girl's responsibility to manage with them.. as girls naturally love to be loved and to love.. thus.. i should learn to do this.. which is hard for me.. am i being the one who is selfish.. who only expect him to give me loads n tons of love where as.. im x showing him even a little bit of love.. pity him aso.. he is a human like me too.. im sorry bujuma.. i'll try to change myself... for my goodness.. cz.. i knw this character of mine will never bring us any benefit.. im so sorry.. n aishiteru bujuma.... even if i rarely tell that.. i still do love u... i hope there is no compromise between us.. cz.. a true love accepts each other of the way they are n not cz they compromise to each others taste.. i love you the way u are.. cz ur amazing just the way u are...

07/05/2011

hmm...





hey people.. so long never write anything.. hmm..
tomorrow is mother's day.. cnt celebrate it.. me so far here.. niway.. thanx mom.. for everything u did for me..ur d best so far.. eventhough certain time i x like what ur doing, in d end, i come to know what are the reasons behind it.. which makes me.. like.. hmm. 'im so sorry ma.. i shouldn't have behaved that way..im really sorry'.. just that.. i x hide my feelings.. hmm. im still new to u.. like hw ur for me.. eventhough im aldy 19.. i still want to be cared, hugged, kissed, to be fed, to put to sleep on ur lap.. perhaps.. not feeling all that since small, made me still like diz.. i really want to feel all that.. seriously, im jealous of her.. eventhough she's my sister.. cause.. she can have all that where as.. im x having any of it.. i miss.. i miss a mom's hug.. i miss being caressed by a mom.. will i never be able to feel all that.... wt mistake i did.. i want all that.. my life is incomplete without a touch of a mom....hmmm...
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