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wt is love supposed to be.. isn't it something not just based on love, but a mixture of responsibility, friendship and understanding?? so that people would not just take the relationship for granted.. hurmm... i wonder why d early of a relationship is always sweet, full of laughter and happiness.. but when its old a little.. everything starts.. from a small misunderstandings to bigger one.. is it the mistake of both of them in the relation.. or something else.. well.. in my case.. im d one who is causing so much of trouble and pain.. thinking about something that never exists.. creating my own opinions, ideas n etc which actually is nothing.. this in d end.. x only cause both of us to be sad n upset.. but.. it makes us like x strong.. hmm.. im really taking this relation and him for granted.. guys.. dey are not complete without lil lies, lot of childlikeness,.. so its a girl's responsibility to manage with them.. as girls naturally love to be loved and to love.. thus.. i should learn to do this.. which is hard for me.. am i being the one who is selfish.. who only expect him to give me loads n tons of love where as.. im x showing him even a little bit of love.. pity him aso.. he is a human like me too.. im sorry bujuma.. i'll try to change myself... for my goodness.. cz.. i knw this character of mine will never bring us any benefit.. im so sorry.. n aishiteru bujuma.... even if i rarely tell that.. i still do love u... i hope there is no compromise between us.. cz.. a true love accepts each other of the way they are n not cz they compromise to each others taste.. i love you the way u are.. cz ur amazing just the way u are...