When will you...

I waited.
I'm still waiting.
Still waiting.
And will still wait.
For you to have time for me..
When will you have the time for me?

I know. you have been busy.
For crucial reasons.
Now that it is over.
Expected you to be with me.
Believe it ot not.
Was so exicted about you finishing it.
Just because I wanted to spend some time with you.
It has been really a very long time.

I can't recall when was the time that we had spend together.
Just for us.

I don't want to be a snatcher.
I don't want to be a hypocrite.
I don't want to be an obstruction for you.
I don't want to control you.

For that reasons, I would wait.
For the day that you'd remember that there was, there is someone who has been waiting for you.
For the day you'd remember me.

I;m eagerly waiting for that day to come.
SO that,
On that day, I could tell.
That I missed you.

#It has been a difficult time recently.
Hope I could learn something through this.#

Fate or not?

Fate?
Yea.
Always use this term. But know what it is?
Here you go: Fate is the development of events outside a person's control, regarded as predetermined by a supernatural power.

So, there's this situation.
Something happened or probably about to happen.
Somehting that hurts might hurt you, deep in you heart.
Make you feel like your being teared, shredded.
There is somehting that you could do to avoid it.
But it seems so impossible.
Even if it is made to possible,
There's never a chance for the effect to be seen.
All because the custom.
It has always been like that.
And it shall always be like that.

At that moment, would you still proceed with your plan which you feel would not be effective or will you resignedly go on with your life comforthing yourself that it is all fated?


Little confused with something.
But decide to let it go. According to fate.
Yea, I know. It's like being so coward.
But again..
That's all I could do. *shrug*