Time flies.

It felt like just some time ago.
But it have been eight years since u left us.
Even though I'm living the days, I fail to realize that when the days end, it's one day further from that day.
Still feel like the same girl who you once held on and took care of.
Can still remember the way you look, the way you call me, the way you hold me, the way you worry when I fall sick, the way you work to feed me even when you're not well.
Time had flew.
Wish you had stayed longer to see me grow up.
Even though you're not here with me today, you're still there in my heart, thoughts, memories, and eyes.
For, you and I share a beautiful bond, because without you, I am not who I am today...
Granma, I'm a lady now. All grown up,  still growing.
Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for taking care of me.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for nurturing me.
Thank you God, for giving me a guardian in the form of my grandma.
Love you grandma.
Miss you so much.

Being Up to date or Being Left Out?

With all the gadgets invented and possessed, we should be thankful for we are able to be up to date with the fast revolving world and even keep in touch with people all over the world.
But, the phenomenon has changed.
People are no longer using the gadgets for what they first thought of using it for.
People now are more interested in updating their self in the social network.
This indeed is the most biggest mistake we are doing.

WHY?

Because, we are so infatuated in updating in social network, probably to get attention from others,
that we are missing the major point here.
Which is, we are missing in the magical moments.
Being spellbound or perfectly said, being obsessed in the social networks, we are forgetting that we are not being a part of the moment.
Capturing pictures and videos, will make us remember the moment in the future.
But are the pictures and videos more valuable then the experience itself?
So think about it.
While we are so busy capturing the moments, we are directly missing to be a part of the memory.
Updating photos and videos can be awaited but an event or moment will never wait for us.
Because. Time waits no man.

When will you...

I waited.
I'm still waiting.
Still waiting.
And will still wait.
For you to have time for me..
When will you have the time for me?

I know. you have been busy.
For crucial reasons.
Now that it is over.
Expected you to be with me.
Believe it ot not.
Was so exicted about you finishing it.
Just because I wanted to spend some time with you.
It has been really a very long time.

I can't recall when was the time that we had spend together.
Just for us.

I don't want to be a snatcher.
I don't want to be a hypocrite.
I don't want to be an obstruction for you.
I don't want to control you.

For that reasons, I would wait.
For the day that you'd remember that there was, there is someone who has been waiting for you.
For the day you'd remember me.

I;m eagerly waiting for that day to come.
SO that,
On that day, I could tell.
That I missed you.

#It has been a difficult time recently.
Hope I could learn something through this.#