Time flies.

It felt like just some time ago.
But it have been eight years since u left us.
Even though I'm living the days, I fail to realize that when the days end, it's one day further from that day.
Still feel like the same girl who you once held on and took care of.
Can still remember the way you look, the way you call me, the way you hold me, the way you worry when I fall sick, the way you work to feed me even when you're not well.
Time had flew.
Wish you had stayed longer to see me grow up.
Even though you're not here with me today, you're still there in my heart, thoughts, memories, and eyes.
For, you and I share a beautiful bond, because without you, I am not who I am today...
Granma, I'm a lady now. All grown up,  still growing.
Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for taking care of me.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for nurturing me.
Thank you God, for giving me a guardian in the form of my grandma.
Love you grandma.
Miss you so much.

When will you...

I waited.
I'm still waiting.
Still waiting.
And will still wait.
For you to have time for me..
When will you have the time for me?

I know. you have been busy.
For crucial reasons.
Now that it is over.
Expected you to be with me.
Believe it ot not.
Was so exicted about you finishing it.
Just because I wanted to spend some time with you.
It has been really a very long time.

I can't recall when was the time that we had spend together.
Just for us.

I don't want to be a snatcher.
I don't want to be a hypocrite.
I don't want to be an obstruction for you.
I don't want to control you.

For that reasons, I would wait.
For the day that you'd remember that there was, there is someone who has been waiting for you.
For the day you'd remember me.

I;m eagerly waiting for that day to come.
SO that,
On that day, I could tell.
That I missed you.

#It has been a difficult time recently.
Hope I could learn something through this.#

Oh How I Wish that It Was Easy to Be Alright..

So thankful to a friend of mine who had introduced me to Justin Bieber's Be Alright song.
I'm so floating in the air listening to the lyrics.
Feel its so much connected to me and him.
Hurmm. How I miss him, especially after fighting. :/
Anyway, we still have a long journey and I'm still lucky as I can talk with you. *winkwink* =)

So here's the lyric which had recently stole my attention. :p :))

Be Alright. :))

Across the ocean, across the sea,

Starting to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky,

Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,

To be in your arms, holding my heart

Oh I,

Oh I,

I love you

And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights

And the bright lights

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for youI'll always be there for youI promise I will stay right here, yeah
I know that you want me too,Baby we can make it through anything'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aightBe alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

Everything's gonna be alright.. :))